TOP TWO

He had given me every reason to forget him but I just couldn’t let go. It wasn’t because he was holding me back in more ways than others, it was that he always said he wanted to help me grow.

I wasn’t too emanated with passion that I couldn’t see straight. I chose not to. There were signs and emotional boundaries that I never got to.

Now I am left here all alone and not even in his top two.

El’Aundra