Dear Dignity

WHAT IS A FAMILY MAN’S CREED?

I can hear some people yelling ‘Lonnie!!!’ 

With me running in the room saying 

‘Yes’… 

‘Lonnie, Did you need to go that far with your point?’

😳  My response:

 ‘Ok well let me explain… I’m not too sure how to comprehend the excuses or arguments that some people would have at by which they have put a bullshit parameter around themselves only to have the ability to sit back and say that they’re ‘winning’ in this fake war they have in their mind against me. Insults are an example of a fake war. Hiding the truth can also be one. The thought that winning=keeping secrets. When actually even if they told the truth, I would Poker Joker Face (El’Aundra signature look, 👀) and make sure you knew it’s not that serious to think I give a fuck to ruin your happiness that much by hating on your decisions dear… That is my speech.
I would rather love than hate. So then I’m well rested because I don’t want to lose sleep or my mind over someone playing sick mind games with my heart. Like no. NO. So I won’t cry. I’ll put up a boundary until you’re showing safety. Metaphorically, No. I don’t like how heartless people can act. A boyfriend? An ex? Bruh You better hope you’re telling the truth about who you are. The most I can do is to pray for your deliverance. Meaning one day God will expose that you aren’t the man for me or to me that you claimed to be. I gain nothing with threats of violence. And since I loved you with Gods support and grace; you will pay for lying to me by him communicating to me in my prayers to him about how uncomfortable you might have made me feel as a man that truly had no love or respect for me. No, we should not threaten people. But don’t cross boundaries so many times in life that you are lying to keep up a look or paint a picture. It’s rather disgusting. Be really, really comforting to those around you and see how much you grow. Any man in my house better act like one. Trust me, lying to God would never work because he sees all. Knows all. Hears all. You might as well confess to being a POS, a Gentleman, a family man, an inspiration, a good man, a liar, a cheat, a scumbag. Whatever title you choose love. 

I know there’s better ways to handle things. And with Gods patience I will find them in the Bible. 

‘Need I say more motherfucker?’

That is what I have had say after an argument with an ex. You already know. No violence needed. I need to separate and calm myself. But needed to get a couple things straight. As I rebuild myself. 

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