A Book in Trust

It’s not my forte to be a marketer. Or monetize. Therefore being someone that has to ask for help from others. But I have always dreamed of writing a book. And have always been writing.

So, when people talk down to me about being broke. Or not having money, I give them this website. Because I want you to see that there was 10 times this much in my possession at one point in time that should have been more of a focus to publish. I should have had a chance. Should have given myself more of a chance. And still believe that to be true. There is only half a reason for me to sit and listen to the advice of others and have the idea that I should do things the old-fashioned way. But please understand I know me best. And if you even tried to be honest with yourself and stopped deceiving me just to play gingerbread house, I would be getting paid by a publishing house.

No gumdrops and frosting making things seem perfect because they aren’t. Things are real. And sometimes, I feel like people down-play your capabilities because they are threatened by your potential. It is what it is.

I don’t loathe after anyone. Their money. Their lives. Their partners. I want for myself. I find it powerful that I want what I want for myself. I know what I want to make myself happy. So when I look at my writings, and even when I am writing things; I don’t have a feeling in my heart that I want someone else’s success.

What your success means to you, isn’t the same for me. I am grateful for what I have. The relationships that I have. What words I have on my heart. And the growth ahead of me. And if it wasn’t for my faith and strong relationship with GOD, you would see a very different side of me.