Subscribe to a piece of my heart...

When I fell in love with airplanes, ships and cars
Why my mind is more engineering based; analytical.
What my Montessori Elementary School was like.
Why I love beer.
Why I loved carpentry, auto-cad and woodshop as a kid.
My grandmother died, and I broke down before graduation
Why I have chosen celibacy since 2011 off and on.
If I could create my own world
Veneers… The Journey to begin
My Nana said your heart has to be a man’s home
I WAS HIT BY A CAR IN 2023 IN SYRACUSE NY

Rare Gift… Honesty

July 2, 2024 / Comments Off

Goodnight. Please. Just love yourself. Live for my pleasure and happiness. I don’t want you leaving this earth without realizing you don’t have to. You can stay and still continue to look for happiness and love and life on this earth with people that love you. Come to a point of life where you realize that nobody is replaceable. Nobody. Everyone I have ever had in my life offered something different. And without you guys. Each and everyone. I am dying. I truly am. Whatever happened between us needs to be fixed. And mended. Forgiven. Because I need to feel like I can save a world. Even if it’s just my world and other people live in it. My apology letters will be long and deep. And endless list of recipients. Less than a bunch. More overdue than anything. And hopefully never too late.

Think of the world like that. It’s your world and people live in it. The perspective will make you want to please more.

XOXO, El’Aundra

Disclosure: Writing is a form of art to me. Poetry in a sense. And sometimes a more definitive type in itself. That being said, I am a huge fan of Miguel Ruiz’s principle “Don’t take anything personal.” These writings are something I have enveloped myself in since a child. Words have been a part of my life since a child. And as I got older, I appreciated my craft for what it was without giving too much attention to negative scrutiny.

El'Aundra

Poetic

EL'AUNDRA

WRITER

I do love speaking my poetry in front of an audience; although it has been years. Let's keep in mind timeline has nothing to do with my personal life. I write when I want, and how I want in my own poetic language. I can be inspired by an entire world. A jealous man or woman will hold me back from being creative with my writings which I abhor immensely. I have been single most of my life. Not many relationships. Family is important. The most recent single strip has been 2 years. And a third of that has been celibate. I am thankful for focus and clarity again of course. I talk about previous journeys. Single for 5 years; Celibate 3, etc. That kid that was picked on in school. With the best way of my karma being to shut people out and write. Wellsville High School was wonderful... albeit I spent a year at another high school. By no means a mean girl or popular. Book worm...class clown but not a bully. Spread love was what I was taught to do. Raised by a social worker/psychology driven strong woman. She died 21 years ago and gave up an incredible amount of her time to help raise children considered her grands... Family is important; respect, dignity and honesty are too. I have been writing poetry since a child. You may have known. I am a strong mother of two children. I believe that you don't own anyone, therefore I have never been married. I have poetry and writings of various topics, admirations to friendships, community and love. Should you take that offensively, that's not how poetry would be written to 'offend' It was written to heal. So, I don't want you to feel that way. Don't get into wondering if you're the subject of the poem, just read without glasses of judgement. Daily Affirmation: My heart is always open to give and receive love.

NEW YORK STATE

[email protected]

error: Content is protected !!